I never thought soul searching could hurt so much.

I was brought to my knees by the thing I had built and given a name. I felt empty.

Had forgotten my capabilities and accessories to match.

Stranded and disabled with 1 shot of defiance got me real fucked up.

Once I allowed myself to live I felt it snowballing in full circle. The domino effect of good things moves toward target.

Let the pieces fall where they may in content but I prefer in confidence.